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why u sedih CT ? entah la .. malam tok is Malam Hari Raya Haji .. but, I don't feel anything ,, rasa x da raya jak .. plus, xda prepare papa pun .. mak demam .. ouhh .. so sadd .. tek pun bok balit dr EMERGENCY .. doktor juz bgk ubat jak .. Insya - Allah sok sehatt la mak CT ya .. aminn .. yan juz beli lemang jak tek .. hurmm .. wateva la .. ku pun x da asa nak raya .. x da mood mok raya ,, sedih gk ada raya tok .. 1st reason why aku sedih is abg x da ngn raya haji tahun tok.. ny g KL raya haji with his fiancee family .. so, tinggal kmkorg jak la yg raya rah ctok ,, that's why la xda rasa nak raya .. mun tyme raya, abg la org yg KAMBOH soh mak plh tok, plh makanan tok .. p taun tok, sunyi jak .. xpa la .. kmkorg perlu besa kn dirik dgn keadaan ptok bab x lamak gk he will married ! :) reason kedua why aku sedih is aku xpat lupakkn DIA .. u know who DIA right ? yes ! of course Mohd Faisal .. I mean him .. sampey saat tok aku still thinking why I can't forget him ? I've do many way so that I can forget him .. but, it still not work ! so stupid u ! but, when I think again, that's no wrong for me to remember him .. but, just for A FRIEND ! huhh .. maybe ! adakah aku salah untuk terus sayang kat ny ? jawapan hanya kat nya .. kmk2 sempat bermcj juak tek .. p nektok aku mcj ngn ny , suma pending .. maybe ny x mok mcj ngn aku gk OR ny nang dah xmok mcj ngn aku gk OR ny dah bencik aku n bab ya la ny x eply mcj aku OR ketiga2 OR yg aku padah ya .. tp, mun ny nang bencik ngn aku, aku xakan melarang bab ya adalah hak ny .. :) tp, yg jelas, aku tetap sayang kat nya sampey bila2 ..